It all came to a head in 1995.
I had parked my car. I couldn’t go on. Life had become unbearable.
As I considered my irreparable life, a loud clear male voice from the back seat of my car spoke! It said, “You are to be commended…”
I had no idea what was to come next because I screamed back at the voice.
I said my life was a disaster and this was no occasion for a commendation!
Then I realized what I had just prevented and felt even more confused and
helpless. Somehow I got through the moment and became my usual “cheery anyway” self. No way will I ever forget that moment in the car.
In 1997, while vacationing in Sedona, AZ, a friend recommended Sakina Bluestar as a psychic reader, so I saw her. She spoke of my past lives in Egypt, as a Mayan, a Black Foot Indian, a Lemurian and my travels in another galaxy. I was unimpressed because this could be about someone else or pure fantasy.
She saw that she was losing me and told me my spirit guide wanted to talk to me. I agreed to listen. Her words began: “He says, you are to be commended for your work here.” She spoke on, but I sat there in shock. Who talks like that? Why were these words the same? I left her, reeling and not knowing what to think.
In 1999, I got a call from my friend Tracy. “Todd, I have a gift here for you from my mother.” I had never spoken to Raelene, Tracy’s mom, so I was confused why I was getting a gift—from Australia. I went to see her. She gave me a tube that was mailed to me via Tracy and in it was the drawing above Raelene had done. She said that after she had finished channeling the drawing, she asked her guides who it was for. She got the message Tracy’s friend, the massage therapist.
Please note, the persons in the drawing and how they matched the reading in Sedona — exactly! 10,000 miles was no barrier for this information to come to change my life.
Raelene’s return gift was that anytime anyone came to my home and saw the art and heard the story, they contacted Raelene and got their own reading in color. There are lots of Australian readings in pastel around the U.S. thanks to this experience.
Sometimes we must see the impossible before we can understand truth.
Sadly, it often waits until we are nearly crushed because it takes that to get us to listen or believe.
This was a beautiful and humbling experience and I have the drawing over my desk to make sure I never forget this amazing experience.
Seven years later Merlyn mailed me a letter and since then, everything in my life finally makes sense.
~ Todd Puntolillo
There are two concepts that humans can’t wrap their heads around.
One is “Infinite.” The other is “Eternal.”
Even science tries to avoid them and tells us there was once nothing.
I wonder what it was like back then, before the “Big Bang?”
What is on the other side of the wall at the end of the universe?
There are two components of all that exists.
One is “Energy” and science is all over that one. Got that covered!
The other is “Consciousness.” Science believes in dying brain cells
as the all there is to consciousness.
BTW, I never believed in a bearded guy in the sky
who makes the rules and punishes those who don’t follow them…
but … I DO believe in an”Infinite Consciousness” (Intelligence)
that is “Pure Energy” and is also “Eternal.”
More Importantly, the Follow Up:
The atom, when looked at through the electron microscope is mainly space. Electrons and protons are electrical charges — Energy.
The only part that can be considered “matter” are the neutrons.
The catch is, science, through improved microscopes can see THROUGH the neutrons. They too are part of the energy package we call atoms.
OK, let’s push the issue and say, for discussion sake, that the see-through neutrons are really matter. All the neutrons in a human body would fit on the head of a pin.
That is why everything we see, from a rock to a worm, is pure energy. Atoms move — always. Yes, even atoms in a rock.
As to consciousness, to say that all life evolved from single-celled life forms is like saying the carbon based rocks on the ground could evolve into the Empire State Building.
NOTHING happens anywhere, ever, without intelligence… CONSCIOUSNESS.
The Universe is NOT inanimate matter. It is CONSCIOUS ENERGY.
This explains why science and religion say the same thing.
Unfortunately there are some scientists and droves of religious people who can’t get it. It is not one or the other, it is, and always has been, both.
What “enlightened” people call the spiritual universe is consciousness and energy.
What scientists call the material universe is consciousness and energy.
What “religious” people call God is consciousness and energy – Infinite Intelligence.
It is all One, but contested by everyone if explained by the other group.
NOTHING happens or exists anywhere, ever, without intelligence… CONSCIOUSNESS and ENERGY.